Haven't written since June. Crazzyyy!
The missions trip was fun. Lots of new relationships, lotsa fun, and lots of self-identification. I recognized alot of my failures and shortcomings, along with alot of my strengths. I wish to go back for at least one more time before I consider anywhere else. Some unfinished business I have to take care of. And to the reader, if you've never been on a missions trip, I strongly recommend it!
Well, since June and the missions trip, things went down with Casper. Alot of it was my fault, some hers. Actually I can't even really say who's fault it was, in any fairness. It just went down. It's an extremely long and unnecessary story, were I to recap since June, so I won't. Point being, I didn't think it would ever happen.....but good news.......
.......I was right! Sure it went down for a while, but things are going very very well as I write to you write now. I'm starting it over with a different approach. I'll move at her pace, and be her friend and supporter to the best of my ability, especially since University is just around the corner for her. Sometimes I wish I was her age. We would be more equalized on more things, I would be able to drive her places (just a few more months!!!). Plus, I know it has to be difficult for her to like a boy a year younger than her. It doesn't happen often, you know?
Man, alot of stuff has happened in the past few months. I read my previous posts, and alot of them sound really, really retarded. Haha. In other news, I'm just about an honour roll student in school (Comp. Engineering, Anthro/Soc/Psych, Bio, and Law), I'm playing guitar in a musical at my school (HSM 1) and a musical at my church (I think it's called "The Christmas shoes). I'm still playing/leading at youth (Jr. and Sr. high), playing Sunday mornings at church, and I'm writing more songs lately.
Anyways, more updates to come, hopefully.
I'm writing a song currently. But not just any song. A song I'm so far proud of. A heartfelt song. One where I actually like the lyrics that I wrote, which is very rare.
TSharr
